Fahr Farms Inc.

asalamu'alaikum....(cerita last month but should read.....)

I was extremely happy to get the admission letter ("conditional", I still have to provide a few stuff). It's from the School of Business, Pembrokeshire College+University of Glamorgan in Wales, and the program is quite good. So I'm gunning for a BA (Hons) Management and Business programme . I was so happy that day. I just jumped around. Then I went home.

I thought nothing could take away my high, I told my mom about the school and the admission letter and all that other stuff that I was excited about. Needless to say, I didn't get the reaction I was hoping for. I thought she'd be excited about it and forget everything and just concentrate on what I have to say (for once). Instead everyone at home are still preoccupied with the something or nothing or thing-thing. I wasn't expecting that... at all. Like no one really cared about this letter that I had worked my butt off to get. I mean, for God's sakes, they were HERE!! They saw how hard I tried to ensure that my recommendation letters, despite my average grades, would pull me away from the rest the applicants and make me stand out. How much I worried about my personal statement essay because I didn't spend as much time on it as I should have.

The "Congratulations!" didn't come, neither did the "I'm so proud of you". All the could think about was loving *****, well how about me? How about some validation from my own parents? How can they not see how much I've wanted this? Why is it that whenever at home, I'm your son, your ONLY son!! And I've done good! Why can't I make you care?

I was so happy... and now all I want to do is forget about everything, get a tub of Baskin Robbins(spelling main hantam) and just binge eat in front of the TV. That night I should've been celebrating, if not with friends then at least rejoicing with my family. Instead I spent it crying into a pillow until I fall asleep.

perhhh!!! Looks like another bleak day for me.